Saturday, May 31, 2008
its been so long never blog. teehee! sorry uh. buzy for nothing. dad dont let his kids surf the net no more. thanks to our behaviour. (:
dearest boyfriend,im sorry on what i said the other day. mainly i think you're just not capable of being my bf. im just not ready yet i guess. i just need a bf who thinks of me everyday. asking me this and that making me feel that youre the perfect one that you care the most. but i dont feel like i am right now. all your words making me feel as if im just your normal friend and you need someone to support you. thats how i feel. you told me i was you life and your everything. when i asked you again. you said that everything no lah. life ader lah. i was really shocked on what you've said and it really hurts me badly. whats the point having you then? i dont know why im saying this. but seriously, youre making it worse. my dear bf, i dont want my life to be pressured up by you. i love you. really, i do. but after what just happened, i feel like i dont even need you. it feels like i can cope myself. BUT if i lose you, i will feel lonely, not complete. but if we be friends, you gonna stress up and drink drink drink. i know, cos its gonna be two of us in your mind. i'll just hope one day you realize how important you are to me. 2:30 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Sunday, May 25, 2008
so yesterday. babe, his brother, his brother's friend(lee), boncet, wan and me went fishing. it was at punggol end there. we have to go through the dark forest. there were no lights that each of us have to hold a torchlight. so when reached to our destination. the brothers and lee were getting ready their fishing rod. it was my first time going fishing. first time holding to a fishing rod. LOL! funny lah. short story it was a tiring day. so slept over in babe's house after that.
babe called me just now just to say this.
babe; darling, kiter nak makan tao.
me; okay? then why you tell me?
babe; takder nak jempot makan. abeh kiter spoilt your plans of coming here.
me; lah.. sweet lah tuh
babe; HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!
me; ah yerlah. jempot bismillah. nanti nak keluar rumah kol kiter.
babe; okay bye.
me; i love you.
babe; i love you too.
OMG. i didnt know her body was so cheap. babe told me that actually she wants babe to be with her again. i mean she came over in sengkang so she can go flirt with my babyboy? NO WAY lah! thank god, he knows where he stands now. being a nice boyfriend not going to other girls like he used to. grown man lah tuh! hopefully he keep his words.ily oi!i miss you boy. see you in school tmrw.
6:14 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Thursday, May 22, 2008
everything was fine. but not for now. you stupid brain damage idiot.
To dearest Nurul Ain;
oh how i wished you got fuck up with other boys and get roll. please please please get yourself a room and make a good damn video of yourself. dont forget to use a torchlight incase they cant see you. as you know you have a dark tanned skin. trust me, naz really had a great fun with you before, so as his friend. or maybe more of his friends coming after you. im so gonna be glad once that things gonna happen.
why not you let taufik bear read this. he also gonna be glad after reading it, i have no grudges on you. im just want to congrtulate/advise you.10:01 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i dont know what situation i am sitting up now. having a boyfriend who i think is more to someone else than his very own girlfriend. i mean shit happens, but this is a real big shit thing.
i thought i can trust you, but you lost my trust. why?
i told you, you have a gf, so you have your limits. what happen?
i asked you to call me once you sister done with her calls. cant be bother?
i called you again at 6.20am wanting you to wake up. why are you still not home?
i cant sleep well, i cried while i was bathing. oh wait?! why bother to know about this?
WHO IS NURUL AIN TO YOU? i let you help her, i did. but what happen? i have no grudges to you and her now.
if you think living with her is much much more happier, then go ahead. im weak. i have nothing.
im down. thanks uh kawan² who calming me down.
8:39 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Sunday, May 18, 2008
just went back from work. a tiring day ofcoz. babe is working now. dapat hasil beli kan aku kasot bang!
now i want to siap2 go beach. bye!
4:15 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Saturday, May 17, 2008
so, today me and baby really enjoy our trip to the zoo. it was tiring though.
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babe, i know. its her that youve been wanting to be with all this while. its her that youve been waiting for. its her that completes your fairytale, your dreams and everything. she's the one that you cant compare with. she's the one you love like how you did to your mom. i can see. you cant even forget her. 15 months you seperated with her. but your heart just cant run away from her. you cried for her for almost every night. remember what i said, if she came up to our life's story.. you can have her back. i just wish you to be happy like your regular days with her. but before we end, i'll try my best to fulfil everything you wish to go and to do. i promise to treasure our moments being together.and to the-girl-im-talking-about;you're a lucky girl to have an ex-bf like him. 9:35 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Friday, May 16, 2008
happy 21st birthday to abang harry. (:
so, today. we wasted our time to school. we didnt came to class. lol!
then we went jamming. Acab, Baby, Aideel and a guy named Saiful.
wild siol!
then i went to baby's house slept there then i went home at 9.
nothing much actually. baby and me just cane wait for tommorow!
ZOOM to the ZOOLOGICAL GARDEN. lol!
(:
11:24 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Thursday, May 15, 2008
omg!
gigi kuda ku lari gaggak berani.
LOL!
so here my new skin.
i deleted my links. so please, people if ur name is not there, tell me.
thanks. SAFWANA! better tell me ur link...!
11:58 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Monday, May 12, 2008
we didnt make it to school as both of us woke up late. LOL!
so i made my way to baby's home. and lepak till 2 going 3.
babe send me home and suit my self with black skinnies and shoes.
then send me to work. lepak for a while then he went home.
i think, im done with my words.
im going to the zoo this SATURDAY! woot!!
11:39 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Sunday, May 11, 2008
any plans for tommorrowwww?
TO SCHOOL!
then lepak. haha.
im so sleepy right now. thanks to the fried chicken babe cook for me. i ate more than 10 i think?
fat bitch. keep your shit words to yourself.
babe, thanks for sending me home. i love you two three four. (:
11:34 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Saturday, May 10, 2008
nothing to tag about.
12:54 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
heppay!
babe blanjer me cut hair. then i cook for him and his sister Nasi goreng.
eh sedap okay!
then watched Anugerah band. while watching, i secretly took my phone and commented the anugerah band.
DARLING: rock uh rock. i love Nazrul Bin BOHARI.
everybody was laughing. so as him. LOL!
after watching, babe sent me home.
reached bishan, i forgot to give him his bus fare money. then he went backto my house and greet. at first i thought it was my bro's friend. then it was him. mama and me was laughing like shit.then he went off.
after taking my shower i decided to talk to mama.
Me; Ma, when is VIP comng over again.
Mama; this friday.
Me; what about the second VIP, when is she going home?
Mama; she;s not going home. she wants to stay with us.
Me and mama; LOL!
VIP- my lovely niece 2nd VIP- my granny.(:
right now, im just waiting babe to call me. hooray!
11:04 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Monday, May 05, 2008
As im very bored now. i write what i can recall from on thursday okay?
THURSDAY-
labour day. I worked on the afternoon shift with bong.
i missed baby alot, so i decided to meet him. then i planned to overnight with him as i got my salary already. weeeee~!
then something happen, we fought. i called aideel to come down and meet me as his house is near my baby's house. and so he came to calm me down. and he talked to baby but baby still can make fun of me and all. so atlast everything was okay.
then at 4 wan came down and lepak outside baby's house until 4. we plan to go to bishan at 6, but both of us were tired so yeah! SLEEPP!
FRIDAY-
Im still in baby's house until 5+ we went out and went bishan. we dropped at junction 8. i stopped by in hypnosis and take a look around. baby wait for me outside. then baby got shocked when my mama came and hit him and say OI! lol! he told mama i was inside the shop and mama called me from the entrance of the shop. it was kinda embarrassed though. then i continued my hunting for clothes in hypnosis. i got one and went back home.
i reached home, i changed and went to amk. i met my kakak wanie there. and saw that faizal -_-" . baby told me that if he was drunk he may beat that faizal up.
part tuh aku malas nak layan.and so i reached amkhub, i bought my new pair of slippers that have the same features as baby's slipper(OBVIOUSLY MINE IS NICER!). it was a nike brand that cost me $29. i purposely ask the lady to throw away my very burok slipper. customer is always right!
after getting my brand new slipper. we quickly went to banquet as both of us were hungry like stupid pig! i got myself a fish cutlet with tartar sauce. and he got a fried chicken rice.
then we met his clans. Fahmi, Aman, Nina and Wan. we hangout at macd amkpark there till 11.15 then the boy headed to their bustop first. then nina and me walked to our bustop. its much more further then their bustop.
reach home, talk to baby then sleep.
SATURDAY-
i worked in the morning shift with elena mummy! she brought me a bee hoon yay! free breakfast. hahaha!
afterwork, i headed home to get ready to meet baby! met him in his house. stupid fuck him. lazy pig. he told me after hiscuci pinggan session( LOL!) he took taxi home.
banyak kau peh duit.then we headed to compass point to eat. hungry oi me! then sharil came by. then we went off to yishun then blablabla with his mates.
then we headed to dhoby ghaut to watch the IRON MAN! huhu! we took ticket timing on 12.40 am. hahaha! LATE! baby scolded me by areeing on that timing, no choice. i have to watch it! (:
as it was till early, we walked down to somerset. and i got to buy a dress. SEXAY! woot! thank you thank you boy! for letting me to wear whatever i want. but whatever clothes i wear its a must to cover my
longkang. you know i know!
12.15 we reached back in the cathay and we went to the toilet first. then we queued up in the line to get popcorn and drinks. baby wants a jumbo hotdog, and fuck it wasnt that worth it!
watch, watching, watched.
we headed to baby's home and slept.
SUNDAY-
baby send me to work at 4pm. and wait until i finish work. then send me home.
we talked on the phone then sleep.
TODAY-
went school with baby. then i make one nuisance thing to make baby come my house. yalah, i want it that way! my way! i want means i want!
so we stopped at junction 8. then walked home.
we went out and plan to buy our contact lenses. but it was to expensive. so we rather not buy until i get my next pay i guess? hahaha!
we walked at junction 8. we ate at macd then i bought a bday gift for abg harryas his bday is coming.
then walked home. send baby to his busstop then headed home.
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see how closed me and him now? (: ily nazrul.
7:53 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Saturday, May 03, 2008
iron man go!
great, now i left with myself.):
4:50 PM
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